As much as I would love to write all my fun open marriage/swinger stories down, I don’t have time, so this page is dedicated to updates, thoughts, and stories in the autobiographical category.
Communication is Key
June 10, 2024
There’s always something more to learn about your partner. Luke and I recently realized that we have very different styles in approaching sexual/dating opportunities. Being able to recognize and label those different styles is a new realization that we had last night.
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My Husband Got Dumped
May 2, 2024
A somewhat brief update of what it’s like dating singles while married.
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Quick Update
April 17, 2024
What am I going to get up to this weekend?
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Life Update
April 8, 2024
Here’s a much overdue update after having spent the last month getting my website back up after being suspended.
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Um, Yes Please
March 3, 2024
A tease of a cock pick came in from the adventurer… I definitely want to go for an adventure with it. 😀
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Dating Update
March 1, 2024
The Doctor, the Adventurer, and the Coastal Cutie…. where are things at? Also, how was Luke’s overnight date? Here’s a quick update.
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Potential Lovers
February 22, 2024
I joined a dating app to look for someone to date, and this week I met 3 men…. and I like them all. 😀
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An FMF and Mountaintop Sex
February 2, 2024
I explored myself a little bit more with and FMF and had sex on the top of a hill overlooking a lake…. it’s been a busy week.
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Quick Update
January 24, 2024
If you’re curious how my Firefighter #2 coffee date ended up, this is for you.
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Firefighter… #2?
January 24, 2024
Here’s an overall update on the swinging shenanigans we’re getting up to, including a new possible single man, who happens to be a firefighter…. I think I might have a thing for men in uniforms. 😀
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Being Luke
January 4, 2024
What’s it like being Luke. Try spending four hours?at a hotel have hot dirty sex with a date, coming home late to have one more round with the wifey. It’s midnight, you’re exhausted and ready to pass out into your cum coma. Then, wifey is excited because she spent the time you were gone working on a story, and she insists on reading you some of it. 😀
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Reflecting
December 23, 2023
Lila compares her first relationship with her current situation in this short reflection.
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A Rainy Day of Sultry Sex
December 20, 2023
Lila gives an update about her solo date with Malik.
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An Upcoming Hotel Meetup
December 19, 2023
Lila talks a hotel meetup she’s going to have with Malik tomorrow, and about a new dynamic that has come up between the two couples.
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Holiday Party
December 11, 2023
Lila talks about a holiday swing party that her and Luke attended over the weekend as well as some upcoming plans.
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It’s a date
December 7, 2023
Lila talks about a double date/play she and Luke had with Malik and Harmony from the story “Double Trouble.”
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The Space Party
November 20th, 2023
A week after the last party, Luke and I went to another party. This time, our experience was a little bit different. We had fun moments, but also a few lessons learned and some new insights about things we might be into.
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A Pineapple Birthday Party
November 15, 2023
Luke and I went to a sexy birthday fuck party hosted by our friends. We both got busy, Luke especially. Listen to him and I talk about all the fornication we did.
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Firefighter Update
November 11, 2023
Sometimes when you like something, you have to let it go. Here’s an update on the firefighter.
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First Hookup and Dating Update
September 29, 2023
Lila gives an update of her first date (and hookup) with the firefighter and also talks about another single man who she’s going to see.
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Introducing The Firefighter
September 5, 2023
My friend F (the one who my husband had sex with) and I went out to a club to see if I could find a possible hookup buddy… I didn’t leave empty handed.
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The Fuck Room
Luke and I went to our first ever swinger sex club (imagine a sexy open space with around 40 people just fucking). Although this first time was a bit of sensory overload, it was a great experience, and we definitely plan to go back.
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Where it all seemed to start
In this clip, Lila and Luke chat about what got them started thinking about “The Lifestyle.”
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